This was the last picture I took before I
moved out from the house I had lived for many years. It was not easy. Although it looks a mess, it was not always like this, sometimes it was even worse. Nevertheless, My house
was comfortable, cozy and had positive vibrations and every visitor felt the
same the moment they entered my house. Its strange how we spread our tentacles and claim every corner of the house as our own possession. It is difficult to let go. But then, everything is perishable.
I had begun to clear up my house one month ahead. But clearing is a slow process. I
didn’t know that I had collected so much junk. I was not aware of the dirt that
had accumulated in dark corners. So what was my helper doing, regularly charging me for cleaning my house? She could never tolerate late payments. The minute I would change the page of the calendar, her eye-brows would arch in askance of her salary. I have learnt now not to depend too much on
helpers and a personal touch is required from time to time. Maybe I had got too
lazy or maybe I was too involved in other activities and trusted my helper too
much. Or maybe my eyes were shut to the dirt that I saw sometimes. I should have shifted furniture from time to time more regularly, I should carried a broom too.
Most of the things I have thrown away. But
the most difficult part was organizing books. I was able to discard many but
there are some books that you cannot just give it away. How does one dispose away the cookbooks, fiction,
art, religion, philosophy, memoirs?, There is unlimited variety of interests. I have found
some room in the iron cupboards (lower shelf) and have stored it away in the new rented house. All the
magazines I gave them away to anybody who wanted it, and there were many
takers. Who would refuse travel, style and food magazines? Another challenge was disposing kitchen articles: steel utensils,
crockery, gadgets, spices and food, what can I possibly discard? I have
disposed off clothes, utensils, furniture and many other things. Didn’t sell
anything. Moving from a bigger house to a smaller one means I had to reduce my
possessions.
The last day of leaving the house was one
big confusion; my furniture was transported out to the rented out, so I sat in
the empty house, picking up the last remnants and disposing off the things that
I didn’t need. House was filled with rag pickers picking up everything, they
found of value. Building compound was filled with truckloads of packers and movers.
All the packed furniture spread in the building compound, everybody
conversation was on exchanging the new address and promises to come back after
two years to a newly re-developed house with better amenities.
The building was in bad shape, we were
asked not to remove the doors and grills of our house. I saw people removing
taps, doorknobs, locks, lights, fans and some even electric wires and switches.
Neighbor said he made Rs2500 only on sale of finer things of the house. Some neighbors secretly sold doors and grills too. I had
no patience for bargaining on petty things and I gave away everything free. The
rag pickers told me I am very generous. They didn't know I was lazy. Bargaining and selling used stuff is lots of effort.
But relocating to a rented house is tedious
too. I rented out an empty house and brought my used furniture, but shifting
the furniture has resulted in many scratches to my furniture. So here I am with painters,
electrician, plumber, tailors, styling up my house to a better shape and
trying to create a comfort zone of my own in my new place.
But I still miss my own house......
